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Archive for June 2009

hi hi, been a while. i’m still alive. new company, same job, working in KL now. can’t say it’s better or worst. it’s…work. i looked stressed today. stressed enough for a girl sitting opposite me in the LRT to comment that i looked stressed. what a way to begin a conversation.

anyone heard of the book of mormon? some nice person gave it to me today. long story short, it’s sorta like the bible, a collection of words from many prophets put together by someone named mormon. i hope i got that right. okay, enough on the religious stuff.

when i was back in Kuching, i felt that my hometown was boring and that if i was in KL, there would be endless things to see and do everyday. well now i’m in KL and i *know* there are happenings happening every night somewhere, but, somehow or another i feel contented with just spending time moping around in my room.

i guess when all is said and done, it’s that as we age, we start losing the carefree attitude which made life fun. we consider and think things through before even committing to try anything out just for the hell of it. actually, this is the kind of mentality i see adopted here.

i lost track of how many “don’t want la…” when suggestions to do something out of the norm is presented. i find myself slowly drifting into this dull rhythm and i’m scared. i need to find a more active circle of people to hang with…

desperation even made me consider going to sunday church. that’s definitely not right as i’m going there for the wrong reasons. not to learn about faith but to make-new-friends. wait a minute, isn’t that acceptable? i’m on the fence with this one.

*sigh* what else can i do…




u can regard everything here as fiction, or fanfiction (me being my own fan haha), or messed up ramblings from the deranged mind of a guy in his midlife crisis. whatever. comment as u see fit. the brainless ones go to /purgatory, not that i'm saying ur a zombie. then again seeing as i'm not getting much sleep lately, i probably am one. that said, u'll realise that u can't take legal action against a zombie. cause we've gots diplomatic immuniteh. rawr.

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