a K h o

first love

Posted on: December 12, 2006

i met you in the library at school. we hung out often after. then SPM came and we studied together. a pretense to be close to each other. i was shy. i got you to look the other way while i scribbled my question on the blackboard. “will you be my gf?”. you turn to look and wrote your answer. “yes”. we shared our first tender kiss.

two years it lasted. you were my first. i guess things just went a bit too fast. i got scared. i blame myself. to this day i regret for not being matured enough. i’ll cherish those times we had together. thank you for being a part of my life.

i dedicate this to you, to us. our song.

cause there’s nobody else in the world that could love you,
anymore than i do, always here for you,
nobody else in the world could love you more,
nobody could love you anymore than i do,
i’m still here for you.

the diaries we shared, the cassettes we made, the gifts we exchanged. all that is left is the material things and my unexpected longing.

for E.H.


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u can regard everything here as fiction, or fanfiction (me being my own fan haha), or messed up ramblings from the deranged mind of a guy in his midlife crisis. whatever. comment as u see fit. the brainless ones go to /purgatory, not that i'm saying ur a zombie. then again seeing as i'm not getting much sleep lately, i probably am one. that said, u'll realise that u can't take legal action against a zombie. cause we've gots diplomatic immuniteh. rawr.

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